The Bell Jar, Ch. 1-4

Esther's feelings about New York are, well, mixed. I feel that she likes living in New York, but at the same time I feel like she hates it. She loves New York because of all she is able to do while living there, like the nightlife she loves so much. But at the same time her reasons for living there are based on her internship as an editor for a fashion magazine, so she dreads it because she has o be there. These are conflicting ideas, but Esther does like it in New York, overall.